Pregnant Posts

I have been trying to figure out how to blog/podcast about this experience. Finding the right voice and making sure I don't say something that will cause my child to go through therapy is a concern. I think I need to approach it as I was writing a diary.
Maybe I should call the fetus Diary, so I can write "Dear Diary".

Do I need that?

 There is a lot of stuff you can buy for a baby and there are a lot of people to give advice. I want to know what the dorm drying wracks are. It was on the college packing list and I never used it. I want that advice that keeps me from buying nonsense.

Lots to report

Trying to keep this all quiet has meant that I cannot blog about it. But now I can!
I have been exhausted for months. The tip off that I was with child, should have been the 6 hour car ride I slept through in mid November.
I muscled through till Thanksgiving when it was all confirmed. Since then I have been spending any time after 6 in my bed. It is so irritating to not have the energy to accomplish anything other than drinking large amounts of water.
I always though being pregnant would be a whole lot of eating at buffets. But alas, I have only been craving salad and tomatoes. It is so disappointing. I did eat a lot the first month. That tired feeling mostly disappears when I eat. So I kept eating. When I finally realized that it wasn't helping I think I had already gained about 10 lbs. That means I haven't gained anything in the last 2 because I am eating like a normal person. YET I seem to be suddenly huge.
Thankfully a Miss DC comes in many sizes, so I called the one who is 6 feet tall and asked to borrow some dresses... when you put an amazon's dress on a short, pregnant woman it actually works!
Now after confirming that nothing fell out of me while I flew to too many places, I now feel like I have an alien in me.

Quinoa and Avacado Salad

Just when you think you live in an educated urban area you are forced with the reality.
I saw a recipe for Quinoa and Avacado Salad in a foodie magazine and was inspired. SALAD! I CAN DO SALAD!
An hour later I was still doing salad. Part of the problem was sending my husband to the store for ingredients. He got raw shelled Lima beans instead of frozen edemame. The other was that no one knew what Quinoa was.
I knew I could get it at Whole Foods, but didn't want to take the easy route. I called Giant, who repeatedly asked if I was calling about kiwis. Finally I called the Latin market down the street and got the instant "Of course we do!" response to my Quinoa query.

How to make Quinoa
one cup to one cup ratio of grain to water. Let soak for 15+ min. Drain in cheesecloth and refill with new water. Bring to boil then reduce to simmer in covered pot for 15 min.

Meanwhile in a bowl mix one cup lemon juice
one tablespoon cumin
one tablespoon red pepper flakes
Handful of radishes finely sliced
1/3 cup olive oil
toss in handful of edemame per person

When grain is done let cool and add to mixture
Add in one sliced avocado per person

Farmer's Soup

I have always been impressed with those who can make soup from scratch. Little did I know that if you aren't making the stock yourself, its really not that hard!
Here is my new fast and favorite way to stay warm this winter and clean out my fridge.

FARMER'S SOUP
1 box of chicken stock
1 package of Italian sausage
1/2 bag of frozen corn (out aside)
6 large carrots
2 green peppers
3 garlic cloves
(hell feel free to add any other stuff you have sitting around your vegetable crisper)

Cut and brown sausage
Cut up carrots and peppers
Bring stock, carrots, peppers, garlic and meat to a boil
Set to simmer in covered pot for 90 min.
10 min before serving add frozen corn and warm

Presto! You look like a hero with this colorful yummy soup.
Good frozen for a week

pink

I have been reading a great book lately. "Cinderella Ate My Daughter". The basic thesis is the over pinking and princessing of our culture leads girls to be sexualized too early.I am that rare girl who was always dressed by my mother in sweet dresses but was told to do all the same things boys do. As my mother once chided an elementary teacher who questioned my frilly dress on gym days, "she should be able to do anything in that dress."
When i shocked y family and friends by competing in pageants it never occurred to me to "girl it up". I knew how to stand like a well brought up lady and what style gowns flattered me. I thought there would be cache in my short pixie do. What I came to realize quickly is a lot of girls temper their good looks with the claims of tomboy membership. Every pageant girl must have at least one picture of themselves on an ATV. I want to scream at the screen "WE GET IT! Your approachable."
So what are we teaching our girls when we buy them pink? If nothing else we teach them that looking good should make them feel good. What we should be teaching girls is when you look polished, you feel comfortable enough to use your mind for something other than wondering if your wearing an outfit everyone will like.

killer peanut butter and chocolate dessert

Thanks to Bon Apetite for this great recipe!
I made it... and ate it

Peanut Dacquoise with Peanut Butter Mousse

Ingredients

meringue layers

• 1 1/4 cups roasted Spanish salted peanuts with skin (6 to 6 1/2 ounces), divided
• 3/4 cup sugar, divided
• 6 large egg whites
• 1/8 teaspoon cream of tartar
• Pinch of coarse kosher salt

mousse

• 1/2 cup chunky natural-style peanut butter
• 1/4 cup (packed) golden brown sugar
• Pinch of coarse kosher salt
• 1 cup chilled heavy whipping cream, divided
• 1 tablespoon sugar
• 1 teaspoon vanilla extract

glaze

• 1/4 cup natural unsweetened cocoa powder
• 1/4 cup sugar
• 1 cup heavy whipping cream
• 1 1/3 cups bittersweet chocolate chips
• Pinch of fleur de sel (optional)

Preparation

meringue layers

• Preheat oven to 275°F. Line large baking sheet with parchment paper. Draw three 10 x 4 1/2-inch rectangles on parchment; turn parchment over. Finely grind 1 cup nuts with 1/4 cup sugar in processor. Coarsely chop remaining 1/4 cup nuts and set aside.
• Using electric mixer, beat egg whites, cream of tartar, and coarse salt in large bowl until foamy. With mixer running, gradually add remaining 1/2 cup sugar, beating until meringue is stiff and glossy. Add ground nut mixture and coarsely chopped nuts; fold gently just to blend.
• Spoon 2 cups meringue onto each rectangle on parchment; spread evenly to fill rectangles (any remaining meringue can be baked as cookies).
• Bake meringues until golden brown all over and dry to touch but still slightly soft, about 1 hour 30 minutes. Transfer to rack and cool completely.

mousse

• Using electric mixer, beat peanut butter, brown sugar, and coarse salt in medium bowl to blend. With mixer running, gradually beat in 1/4 cup cream. Add another 1/4 cup cream and beat just to blend. Beat remaining ½ cup cream, sugar, and vanilla in another medium bowl until peaks form; fold into peanut butter mixture in 3 additions. Chill until ready to use.

glaze

• Whisk cocoa powder and sugar in medium saucepan to blend well. Gradually add 1/4 cup water, whisking until smooth. Gradually whisk in heavy cream. Bring to boil over medium heat, whisking frequently. Reduce heat to low. Add chocolate and whisk until melted and smooth. Let stand at room temperature until cool and slightly thickened, stirring occasionally, about 2 hours.
• Leaving meringues on parchment and using large serrated knife, trim edges of each meringue to original 10x4 1/2-inch size. Slide thin knife between meringues and paper to loosen. Spoon 1/4 cup glaze evenly over top of 2 meringue rectangles and spread to cover. Chill until chocolate sets, about 30 minutes. Place 1 glazed meringue rectangle on plate. Spoon half of mousse over (scant 1 1/4 cups); spread out in even layer. Place second glazed meringue rectangle atop first; spread with remaining mousse. Top with unglazed meringue rectangle. Pour 1/2 cup glaze down center of top meringue. Using icing spatula, spread glaze over top meringue, allowing glaze to drip down sides. Smooth top and sides to cover evenly with thin layer. Refrigerate until glaze is set, about 30 minutes. Pour remaining glaze over top of dacquoise and quickly smooth over top and sides in even layer. Sprinkle fleur de sel lightly over top, if desired. Chill at least 3 hours. DO AHEAD Can be made 3 days ahead. Cover with cake dome and keep chilled.